Kaitlyn coined a new word over the weekend, and I think it perfectly embodies how she is feeling, and how I suspect a lot of students in her class and grade are feeling today. Her new word is “nervocited,” and it is a combination of “nervous” and “excited,” and she used it to describe how she feels going into this week’s Florida Standards Assessments testing (FSA). As parents, Amber and I use different, more colorful words for these types of tests.
Throughout the entire school year, pretty much every lesson taught, every piece of homework completed, and every test taken has been with this week in mind. And I think it is a little ridiculous. Teachers are hamstrung from really impacting their students more than they do (they are doing the best they can while staying within the guidelines of the testing structure), and students are missing out on tremendous learning experiences (my teachers always seemed to be able to do a fine job in getting us ready for our testing times while making school fun).
As is always the case with Kaitlyn, she is really stressed about the testing. She sets such lofty expectations for herself, and Amber and I know that she gets way too worked up about things like this. We try to impress upon her that the most important thing is that she remain calm, and she will do great.
I don’t know if the new FSA testing will be better or worse for students and teachers than the old FCAT was, but if the buildup is any indication, it will be more unnecessary stress on students and teachers. Since this is the first year of the testing, there is no baseline on which students will be graded, so that will be fun I’m sure (that was the case about a month ago when I last spoke to Kaitlyn’s teacher about the testing).
Amber and I are ready for Kaitlyn to come home from school every night looking like the guy on the right over there, and that will be if the testing went well! No student in third grade should have this level of stress at 8 or 9 years old; all that does is decrease the likelihood that they will continue to enjoy going to school, although I have a feeling that won’t ever be a problem for Kaitlyn.
This is going to be a tough week in our house.